while I, still don't know my own desires
after high school comes to an end.
No plans for college, or a job.
I don't see myself doing anything in particular,
and the thought of not going anywhere in life scares me.
It'll be all over and I won't know what to do.
"How am I supposed to know so early?"
I've told myself this many times before.
Though now, it's too late.
I have two years until I have to make a decision and
two years before I will step off this campus for the last time.
Not being a kid anymore sounds fun,
but what lies ahead is all just a blank space.
The only thing I can say is to
enjoy things while I can.
And maybe, just maybe, will I have some sort of clue
as to what I'll do.
Maybe I'll get lucky and get to be happy for the rest of my life.
Get to live the happy ending just like in the fairy tales.
I can't change fate, but I sure as hell get lucky when the time is right.
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